Day Twelve

Today was the Ft Bliss Half Marathon. I am still in some sort of funk so it ended up being a 13 mile argument in my head. My body was capable and it didn't feel like I was pushing too hard. I did a 26 minute 5k and then did the Galloway method the rest of the way.
Around mile 10 I was so upset that it seems in the last couple days it seems I have misplaced my love of running, I was hoping I didn't make a PR. I must have subconsciously slowed down, missed the PR by 2 minutes, which I was completely okay with.
My normal techniques for getting myself pumped up weren't working today. The Zombie App was irritating me and I kept turning off my music, my usual motivational thoughts seemed preachy on my head. After the race we went to breakfast and I seemed to feel better about my relationship with running. I'll go for a makeup run at hash tomorrow.
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